15 Weeks.
This 15 weeks has flown by, I still wake up and have to remind myself daily that I am in fact pregnant. Similarly to Carter it's so difficult for my to grasp the fact that I am growing another precious human, someone who will someday attend school, go to prom, get caught sneaking out, become a husband or wife and change our lives! We are finally starting to feel that second trimester bliss, no more sickness, no more groggy days, no more falling asleep everywhere from being over tired! We can finally sit back and enjoy these little moments.
We were told that we should start feeling baby number two here soon, as you become more in tune with your body the second time around however I didn't feel Carter the first time around until 21 weeks and everyone thought that I was nuts. I never felt the flutters, we went straight to those little kicks! So this time I am not expecting to feel this little one for a few more weeks.. maybe I'm not as in tune with my body as I had thought!
We debate daily between whether this little one is a boy or a girl, one of the fun parts about waiting until birth to find out, there is always a conversation! Simply because every aspect of this pregnancy has been wildly different I can't help but think "oh it must be a little lady!" but I have always felt destined to be a "boy mom" so I catch myself referring to our little one as a He all the time. I find it funny that the entire pregnancy with Carter I just knew he was a boy, and this time I can't peg anything. Our 20 week scan (actually 19 week scan..) is around the corner and this is the hardest time for those who don't wish to know the gender. The temptation is REAL! Last time I made it through our ultrasound by squeezing the daylights out of my husbands hands and looking away from the screen, and just like that it was over. No more scans = no more temptation, and it became a breeze!
What we do know for sure is that you are so so loved little one, by all three of us!
-T
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